I’m an Indie author and I published my book in February 2014. Before publishing, I tried to pitch many literary agents but unfortunately faced the rejections because (obviously) no one cares for an unknown author. I was advised that I should self-publish, get some reviews and accolades and then come back again with another query letter.
So, I accepted the criticism as their wisdom words and published through an Independent Publisher―a lot of cost was also involved. Of course, nothing comes free. Writing and publishing a book is a tedious business, which requires lots of effort, unwavering dedication and money.
Success grabbed my hand and I kept winning awards and recognition one after another, receiving five star reviews by the readers and appreciative feedback from some editorial critics. I kept sending query letters to the agents meanwhile I received nothing but rejection. I’ve even lost the count now.
Then, I read some blogs where authors have discussed: you need to work on the query letter. Again, I took this advice and worked on my query letter―thought maybe my query letter is not good enough. I hired professionals who helped me make query letters. I got a few responses, the positive ones from agents and they asked me to send first few chapters and detailed synopsis.
Again, after three months of waiting, I’m still let down by the agents. I don’t care how much money I’d earn after selling my books―all I want my book is to be available in every bookstore―broadening my readership. And this won’t be possible without coming under the umbrella of a large publishing house, which is not possible without pleasing an agent?
So how do you do that? Honestly―no answer.
They read your first three chapters and decide the book is not good enough for the mass market. I’ve read some crappy books becoming NYT bestsellers―whose initial chapters have not gained my attention (as a reader) and their reviews are also not worth discussing. I don’t know exactly what intrigues the agent. Is it the writing style, the story, the character depth―I don’t know. I’ve seen books with skyrocketing sales that have no plot, no depth in the characters and a very predictable story-line with abundant amount of sex scenes―that sound ridiculously impossible in reality. Sex in elevator, on kitchen counter, over office desk―really? I want to meet those couples in real life.
So I thought maybe I have issues with my story. It doesn’t matter if it has more than fifty five-star reviews or seven awards―maybe the story is not fit for the mass market. For the test, I uploaded my book for free on Wattpad to see how readers take my story. The response was unbelievable. Within two months, more than hundred thousand subscribers read my book, liked it, voted it and purchased the second book of the series from either Amazon, B&N, Smashwords or Kobo. My sales increased―my readership increased. Still, everyday I receive messages through Wattpad how amazing the book is, people begging me to upload the second book of the series since, in some countries, the ebook is not available and it is not available in their bookstores where they could just go and buy it.
That is why I wanted to publish through a large publishing house―making it available for the readers, bringing my story on the shelves of all bookstores. I know…not everyone carries a tablet or e-reader. There are people on this planet who still like to feel the book and prefer a paperback.
Interestingly, I still receive rejections after tremendous support and positive feedback of my readers. First agents say: you need to get reviews and recognition (which is not possible without publishing a book) and then they say…oh! we see you’ve already published it. Come back later with a new unpublished manuscript. (Huh! What a nice approach to reject!) And it seems like a recursive process.
Apparently, one of the agents told me that despite being good reviews, they want to see if I’ve good sales as well. It made me chuckle when they said they’d only pick my book if the Amazon sales is at least 50K per year. Really? If I were making this much amount of money from my one book, why would I need an agent to take all my book rights and give me only 2% of the sale?
And all they say is: it just needs one agent to like your book. So, I’m waiting for the right agent to like it. If you’re writing a book or planning to query the agents―be prepared for rejections but don’t think your work is bad. Every author has a different voice―you can’t compare apples and oranges―likewise, you can’t compare Nora Roberts and Dan Brown.
So, just be patient, keep querying agents and hope for the best.
After all, you need only one to please!